Recent content by hodderbk

Hi Everyone My newest schedule has just been posted, and you'll notice that I'm not around much, but I do hope to see you in the times that I am here. Yes, I am still working away at my diet/eating disorder thing, but today is a good day, so we'll just live for today and take it one day at a...

Hi everyone, First let me say thank you for all of the love and support you have been showing me as I deal with my issues. I am back to work, or at least trying my best each day. I have a new schedule posted, so check it out and book accordingly. Remember, email is the best way to reach me...

When I'm with a client, I am totally engaged in the experience and in fulfilling the needs of the other person. It's not harder when I'm with an older person or a person who the world might consider to be less attractive - it simply requires a different mindset. For example, in the case of...

Thank you everyone for your support and understanding. I'm working through my issues with the help of a therapist, much writing and many self-help books. Honestly the opinions of clients have never really affected me or my self-esteem. I'm just finally confronting issues that I have been...

It's quite complicated, but it is all related to diet, body image and self-esteem. I'm not dangerous or harmful - I'm just anorexic and depressed. It's not easy living with/healing these things, and healing will take a long time, but I'm trying hard to get myself to a place where I can be the...

Hi everyone, I'm not working for the rest of the week due to mental and physical health issues. I'll be back to work on Monday, I hope. Thank you all for your support and kindness. Barbara

Hi everyone, I'm back from my travels and I've posted my schedule on my website. I have some new pictures, which are too racy for online (so quoth Picasa), so if you'd like to see them, just ask. I'm 6 weeks from the end of my diet, and there are good days and bad days, so if I seem a...

I'm at my parent's house right now, and my mother is tactlessly making fun of my lack of a chest (she is a naturally large-breasted woman), and, when broaching the subject of implants to my father he said, "what do you need boobs for anyway? You cook!" Clearly parental advice is not what I...

Well, presuming that you want to shoot it externally, anywhere else below the neck is fine with me. Skin is easy to clean. :-)

To be fair, and answer the poor guy's question, yes, I do offer facials. I'm not a fan, because it means having to wash my face and hair and completely redo my makeup (a HUGE pain), but I'll do it.

I get facials regularly...every eight weeks. That's how come my skin is so soft.

Thank you for your research, hunter001. I am beginning to feel threatened by all of this, and I'm glad that circumstances worked out the way they did - this could have been a dangerous meeting to take place, in hindsight.

To clarify, I was having some technology issues last week which resulted in all my calls (including those people trying to buzz into the building) going to my voice mail. For a while I was confused, as I thought people were just not showing up. Then a helpful client started emailing me from...

I agree that if I were to get a boob job, I would be going for something reasonable and proportional to my body - I've never wanted large breasts (I have too many female famliy members with "dents" in their shoulders from holding up large (natural) bosoms.) And that's pretty horrible looking...

Ok, now my thoughts. My breasts have always been on the small side - a B cup on a good day. I've never been thrilled about the overall shape, and one was slightly larger than the other (although I've heard that's normal, and really, one side of your body is naturally larger than the other -...