There was a time where I was not dating at all and found myself deeply attached to a provider to the point where I had to do some self-introspection, stopped seeing her and see a therapist. I exponentially spent so much less money on adult entertainment that i was spending chump change by the end of the year and spent much more time on dating.
I didn’t reach my ultimate goals in dating but I did earn a few milestones. I was putting myself out there and I shook hands with so many beautiful women in a short period of time. I went on a handful of dates and made progression romantically, sexually, socially and mentally.
I learned that a lot of women come and go in our lives and there’s nothing we can do to stop it. Women are emotionally volatile; They can change their mind about the man they are seeing at any given time. Some of the most fantastic dates that I ever had with women are the ones that currently ghosted or blocked me. The polarity shift from having the most wonderful times with lovely women to no longer in speaking terms with them by getting ghosted is emotionally overwhelming.
Also, calling and texting women to see if they’re available for a night out to getting no responses or trivial excuses from them is also overwhelming that I needed to give myself a break from dating and maybe spend some adult entertainment money to get a load off.
It’s like I’m caught in that same cycle all over again
I didn’t reach my ultimate goals in dating but I did earn a few milestones. I was putting myself out there and I shook hands with so many beautiful women in a short period of time. I went on a handful of dates and made progression romantically, sexually, socially and mentally.
I learned that a lot of women come and go in our lives and there’s nothing we can do to stop it. Women are emotionally volatile; They can change their mind about the man they are seeing at any given time. Some of the most fantastic dates that I ever had with women are the ones that currently ghosted or blocked me. The polarity shift from having the most wonderful times with lovely women to no longer in speaking terms with them by getting ghosted is emotionally overwhelming.
Also, calling and texting women to see if they’re available for a night out to getting no responses or trivial excuses from them is also overwhelming that I needed to give myself a break from dating and maybe spend some adult entertainment money to get a load off.
It’s like I’m caught in that same cycle all over again
