Hi,
New to the forum, should have come here first probably, but better late than never. I tend to deal with a lot of shyness and anxiety, work pretty hard, and generally prefer relaxing on my own rather than socially. So, after a lot of dating experiences involving a lot of time, money, and conversations, and generally spending about half the time wishing I were back home by myself, and never sparking anything very intimate, I burnt out on dating and decided maybe I was thinking too much about sexual experience and needed to vent that in a less frustrating way. So, after doing some research I decided to hire and SP. Most of the online discussion I found said that the women are very careful and businesslike, putting a condom on before any oral or genital contact with your member, and no mouth kissing. I hired an upscale escort and rented a hotel room for the night for an hour. She was good looking and friendly, but I was suprised when we began DFK followed by a BBBJ. I also did some digital penetration and stimulation of her, condom intercourse, and she rubbed her clit against the head of my member. Though my brain was pretty much along for the ride for the hour, afterwards I began to think about all the contact and possible STD's I could have gotten. I got pretty freaked out and got about 10 hours of sleep over 3 days and have felt like I had a low grade virus for over a week (tired, easily sweat and easily chilled). Finally going to get a blood test tomorrow, though from what I've gathered over the last couple weeks, the chance of getting HIV from a healthy acting upscale SP is about 100 million to one or so. I'm more concerned about hepatitis and other diseases which could have been contracted through the unexpected DFK and genital contact. The stress afterward kind of ruined the newbie experience. Maybe someone can give me some advice on how to make a possible future venture more enjoyably memorable afterwards. Thanks!
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New to the forum, should have come here first probably, but better late than never. I tend to deal with a lot of shyness and anxiety, work pretty hard, and generally prefer relaxing on my own rather than socially. So, after a lot of dating experiences involving a lot of time, money, and conversations, and generally spending about half the time wishing I were back home by myself, and never sparking anything very intimate, I burnt out on dating and decided maybe I was thinking too much about sexual experience and needed to vent that in a less frustrating way. So, after doing some research I decided to hire and SP. Most of the online discussion I found said that the women are very careful and businesslike, putting a condom on before any oral or genital contact with your member, and no mouth kissing. I hired an upscale escort and rented a hotel room for the night for an hour. She was good looking and friendly, but I was suprised when we began DFK followed by a BBBJ. I also did some digital penetration and stimulation of her, condom intercourse, and she rubbed her clit against the head of my member. Though my brain was pretty much along for the ride for the hour, afterwards I began to think about all the contact and possible STD's I could have gotten. I got pretty freaked out and got about 10 hours of sleep over 3 days and have felt like I had a low grade virus for over a week (tired, easily sweat and easily chilled). Finally going to get a blood test tomorrow, though from what I've gathered over the last couple weeks, the chance of getting HIV from a healthy acting upscale SP is about 100 million to one or so. I'm more concerned about hepatitis and other diseases which could have been contracted through the unexpected DFK and genital contact. The stress afterward kind of ruined the newbie experience. Maybe someone can give me some advice on how to make a possible future venture more enjoyably memorable afterwards. Thanks!
Why? Because.
