It's been 2 months since I lost my virginity to an escort. And I have to say, it definitely is weight off my shoulders. I have no regrets at all, if anything, I am very much happy that I did it. While it certainly didn't make me any better or worse person than I was, I feel like I have one less thing to worry about before I die. I know, it sounds really silly, but for some reason, losing my virginity was really important. Maybe it's the way my friends ask me all the time, how was your first time, so and so. I suppose that really grinded on me, and annoyed me when I had to make up this story ("They felt like sand bags"). On top of that, every now and then I would have regretful memories of when I wasn't assertive enough, and didn't take the chance to steal the girl away. I've had girlfriends, but whenever they tried to put up, I backed off. You can say, it's one of my insecurities. But those are all gone now, from what I can tell. I haven't found a girlfriend after that, but I definitely feel more confident in approaching women sexually, if that makes sense.
So all in all. I'm just making this thread to those who are wondering if they should go for it. I say, do it. If it's bothering you, and you're not in any financial crisis, make it a memorable one, without regrets, and become the new you!
So all in all. I'm just making this thread to those who are wondering if they should go for it. I say, do it. If it's bothering you, and you're not in any financial crisis, make it a memorable one, without regrets, and become the new you!