Well, just to let you all know my latest trek into the house of love has not worked out. I think it is officially over. I fell in deep on this one, this was it, I really would have done anything in the world for this girl. I'm sure if she phoned my now, I would still come like a wimpering dog.
Bottom line is that it is rare to find such electricity between 2 people - my friends warned me, but I did not not reallt listen about the way things went down.
Don't want to get into too many details, but yesterday had to be one of the most difficult days in my entire life.... came to the frightening realization this was it, it is over.
Got through it by:
1) visiting a lady friend of mine, a close one - she was great - we just held each other for about an hour.
2) Went drinking at nite with my buddies - gave me good advice - just stay casual.
3) As I ran out of weed, went to Parkdale late at nite.... only scored a couple of joints... would have bought $500 worth if I could find it in this this fucking city, but that was enough to mellow me out.
4) Came home a little stoned, took a sleeping pill and slept in till noon.
5) Much calmer and in perspective today.
6) As my female friend was really there for me, maybe I'll pursue her a little more.... no great sparks, but you know what, we get along great, so the pressure is off.
Yeah I know I got toally fucked up - Moral is if u want to get serious about a woman, don't..... it is not worth this.
Bottom line is that it is rare to find such electricity between 2 people - my friends warned me, but I did not not reallt listen about the way things went down.
Don't want to get into too many details, but yesterday had to be one of the most difficult days in my entire life.... came to the frightening realization this was it, it is over.
Got through it by:
1) visiting a lady friend of mine, a close one - she was great - we just held each other for about an hour.
2) Went drinking at nite with my buddies - gave me good advice - just stay casual.
3) As I ran out of weed, went to Parkdale late at nite.... only scored a couple of joints... would have bought $500 worth if I could find it in this this fucking city, but that was enough to mellow me out.
4) Came home a little stoned, took a sleeping pill and slept in till noon.
5) Much calmer and in perspective today.
6) As my female friend was really there for me, maybe I'll pursue her a little more.... no great sparks, but you know what, we get along great, so the pressure is off.
Yeah I know I got toally fucked up - Moral is if u want to get serious about a woman, don't..... it is not worth this.
