Actually, that may be a good analysis. I have insecurities that are sub conscious and they came to the surface. Not that I will try them after the dope experiment, but are you serious about trying psychedelics as a cure? I fear shrooms will be far worse.
a mental condition characterized by delusions of persecution, unwarranted jealousy, or exaggerated self-importance, typically elaborated into an organized system. It may be an aspect of chronic personality disorder, of drug abuse, or of a serious condition such as schizophrenia in which the person loses touch with reality.
They will not cure it per say. They will bring it to the forefront more than you can imagine (what you experienced with weed is a fraction of what shrooms will do to your ego) and at the end of the trip you will probably come to terms with them and accept it, rather than suppressing it in your conscience. I think everyone should do them at least once, it can even help alcoholics and drug addicts realize what they're doing and kick the habit, it's a powerful, powerful, trip.
Did it in the AM because I had to go to a family Xmas party that night. I thought any effects would have worn off by night time. I did not go to the party. I had written a play based on a Walter de al Mare's poem "The Listeners" that the children could act out. Some would be ghosts quietly drinking tea and eating cake (the listeners), one would be the horseman who gets angry that no one will answer his call and someone would be the narrator. I do a play every year and the kids love it. I was terrified to go and have to direct my play.
This what's wrong with society these days.
To be exact, it was dope oil that I used sublingually and yes, I clearly took too much.This is what happens when you introduce something to your body for the first time.
Just like sex it gets better with practice
I am a FIRM believer in the health benefits of marijuana and have been using for a number of years now.
Most likely you probably smoked more than you needed for your first time.
Glad you were responsible and you didn't drive.
As your body ages it changes and the effects that pot has will change as well.
wrong psychological term IMHO
My experience is that in a world that is moving increasingly fast it's good to smoke pot and slow down once in awhile.
There's your problem. Taking marijuana in edible form gives you a different high than smoking/vaping it. Edibles take longer to kick in (1-2 hours) and the high lasts longer (several hours). One time I took an edible and I felt the effect for nearly 24 hours. Luckily I had no real plans the next day. Other times I barely felt anything.
When I get high, sometimes I feel anxiety, but most of the time it's just general relaxation and happiness, then eventually sleepiness, so I usually smoke at night. I also feel that time is slowing down, which is nice if you are stressed out or busy.
