Now this last post of yours makes lots of sense. One of the keys to success in life is discipline, which I don't even have. Abstaining from seeing escorts/MPAs may be not practical. the important thing is moderation. Never become addicted to it.
Now you are going to ask me where do I draw the line, ? Is it once a week, three time a week or what ? Well, I don't know. It all depends on your priority When I looked back the last 20 years, the money and time I have spent in this hobby/addiction, sometimes I like to kick myself in the ass. As I said, you are still young,but you don't want to be in my situation 20 years from now.
Maybe the first thing to do is cut down the time you spend on this board. Actually this is what I am trying to do myself.
What you need is a substitute, a new hobby, a new girlfriend, a new goal, a new priority which will steer you in a positive direction. Well, easier said than done., I guess.
ice_dog
p.s. Check your PM