Just a brief overview.
My writing skills in my opinion are much to be desired. Why am I writing this, then you ask? Because maybe someone will listen, maybe someone will ridicule or maybe someone will sit with their finger to their lip and ponder these words and their thoughts.
It started 6 years ago (Oct 2001) with a very naive married mother of three, who had so many hopes and dreams for her family and life. And they were not getting fulfilled with 5 people living on $50,000 gross/yr.
This industry just happened upon her. Maybe it was the evil lady across the street that suggested, “We try our hand at this game”
But this game quickly ate up this evil lady. But the strong and silent one carried on. Sitting and watching these little lasses,
she learnt so much in such a short period of time. The hunger took over and the challenges got easier. Soon after it was not as exciting; so she ventured out on her own to build her own masterpiece. Thinking she would build it better and excel above the rest.
She quickly became even more daring and ambitious. She knew it had been lurking beneath for a very long time. And it finally came out.
She started to develop her game skills so accurately that the response was overwhelming.
She hunted out a partner. Someone that was as hungry and strong as she was. She found this exotic beauty. But also found she wasn’t as reliable or dedicated as herself.
This secret she was hiding from the public would or could never be discovered.
After she accomplished what she set out to do she became bored and careless. She started making mistakes and was outed. The risk just made her even more determined. After a few more attempts, she finally had it figured out. But this time she started letting her guard down. She started to enjoy it. The fantasy, the thrill and the risk.
The money really didn’t hold priority anymore. Just to pay the bills to remain in the same location. She justified every movement from fantasy to reality. So much, so her real life started to suffer without her realization. There were wake up calls along the way. Only if she chose to listen to them.
The shrapnel was so deep that it required assistance from an outside source.
She does not regret the 6 years experience in this particular business. It was required to get her to where she is today and where she will be tomorrow.
Humans are amazing creatures. They can adapt to any situation. It all depends on” how well” you adapt. If you take on a project, Don’t just do it. Do the best damn job you can and excel.
Looking back it was an accomplishment and she has a lot to show from her experiences.
Maybe she is not as fit as she thought she was.
Maybe she is not as strong as she thought she was.
Maybe this game is and always will be too complicated and got the best of her.
Just maybe she was dealing with the human psyche
(Her own and others)
Or maybe she is just taking a well-deserved break!!!!
My writing skills in my opinion are much to be desired. Why am I writing this, then you ask? Because maybe someone will listen, maybe someone will ridicule or maybe someone will sit with their finger to their lip and ponder these words and their thoughts.
It started 6 years ago (Oct 2001) with a very naive married mother of three, who had so many hopes and dreams for her family and life. And they were not getting fulfilled with 5 people living on $50,000 gross/yr.
This industry just happened upon her. Maybe it was the evil lady across the street that suggested, “We try our hand at this game”
But this game quickly ate up this evil lady. But the strong and silent one carried on. Sitting and watching these little lasses,
she learnt so much in such a short period of time. The hunger took over and the challenges got easier. Soon after it was not as exciting; so she ventured out on her own to build her own masterpiece. Thinking she would build it better and excel above the rest.
She quickly became even more daring and ambitious. She knew it had been lurking beneath for a very long time. And it finally came out.
She started to develop her game skills so accurately that the response was overwhelming.
She hunted out a partner. Someone that was as hungry and strong as she was. She found this exotic beauty. But also found she wasn’t as reliable or dedicated as herself.
This secret she was hiding from the public would or could never be discovered.
After she accomplished what she set out to do she became bored and careless. She started making mistakes and was outed. The risk just made her even more determined. After a few more attempts, she finally had it figured out. But this time she started letting her guard down. She started to enjoy it. The fantasy, the thrill and the risk.
The money really didn’t hold priority anymore. Just to pay the bills to remain in the same location. She justified every movement from fantasy to reality. So much, so her real life started to suffer without her realization. There were wake up calls along the way. Only if she chose to listen to them.
The shrapnel was so deep that it required assistance from an outside source.
She does not regret the 6 years experience in this particular business. It was required to get her to where she is today and where she will be tomorrow.
Humans are amazing creatures. They can adapt to any situation. It all depends on” how well” you adapt. If you take on a project, Don’t just do it. Do the best damn job you can and excel.
Looking back it was an accomplishment and she has a lot to show from her experiences.
Maybe she is not as fit as she thought she was.
Maybe she is not as strong as she thought she was.
Maybe this game is and always will be too complicated and got the best of her.
Just maybe she was dealing with the human psyche
(Her own and others)
Or maybe she is just taking a well-deserved break!!!!
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